Saturday, May 3, 2008

we only live twice.

Distance is the only thing that separate me between freedom and happiness.
I guess i am growing up and time force me to become wiser but not yet mature.
Words spoken from my mouth is sometimes different from my heart.
Even-though its hard to keep it by myself but i rather release it with my eyes..
Having my eyes wide open.. see the skies, and let the mind communicate with the wind.
I like the feel of flying even though im on the ground. Its good but its not healthy.
That's the most interesting part i discover when i live on my own. It helps me to feel
really calm. But i know how to handle it.

How can i understand my self really well when sometimes i dun even know who i am?
Like she said to me.. hold on.
Lets see how long will my mouth will keep shut.
Let the eyes do the job, keep the mouth shut, smile and smile!
Laughter is the best medicine.
What about laughter and tears at the same time?
Its cold in here. Im getting colder and i let my self drown sometimes
so that i know how to breath again in my own hardship.

Why do you say everyone has their own luck
when im the one who's always praying really best for my own luck.
Where are you?