it starts again.

i know im being selfish as i just start writing when things got strangled and i dont know who to talk to. But at least i have it here.somewhere i can express and let it go. Sorry if you came across this page and read this somber note but i had to.

I sometimes thought where does all this will lead to? Its nowhere.just cycling around and around and its funny how the world can be. I want to be far away from people i know and start all over again. Start everything new like pressing the 'reset' button. All of us made so many promises and chasing their own pursuit until they forgot to endure the person right in front of him/her. The person who always get the blame and try to fix it even though it sometimes get mistaken.

All im asking is just a piece of smile the least. Seeing you with that kind of look makes me feel useless and empty.

Seriously i am tired making you happy whereby there is no space for me to do what i want and be happy for myself.

Im confuse with what is actually love all about. Its just a funny thing, the more i see it the less i feel it. its just numb and slowly fade.

No matter how i try to oblige them, its just wasted.

This will be the last that i write while im still in love because i will soon leave this feeling behind and keep on moving. I dont think its the end but i know it cant keep going.