eskimo friend

its nice to have someone i can talk to.

im quite secretive.

i judge my own words.

but when i get to talk to a person im comfortable talking,

i feel awesome!

its like talking to the other me.

what more can i say.

what is wrong with you?

i know ok.

it's wrong.

but doing wrong thing makes me feel alrite.

why cant it be alrite?

if you do good things all the time,

would it make you feel alrite?

This is not about right and wrong.

This is about your life.

Do you realize what you're doing now?

hmm..

-silent-

i know ok.

i know that

this is my life.

and this is how i do things.

i know its wrong sometimes.

but i learn from it.

im trying to tell everyone

what i feel.

i'll do that.

you're just trying.

it's not enough.

you try hard?

oh shut up.

it's not as easy as that.

im not that strong.

i dont want to see everyone

feel bad and sad because of me.

-silent-

It's always like this.

i never get the solution for this.