tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-54592742816061507832024-03-19T02:00:26.490-07:00My Yonder Lifeits my thought assessment.ummihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11453011461735865968noreply@blogger.comBlogger49125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5459274281606150783.post-68912395067242119022012-03-22T05:17:00.002-07:002012-03-22T05:21:05.185-07:00eskimo friendits nice to have someone i can talk to.<div>im quite secretive.</div><div>i judge my own words.</div><div>but when i get to talk to a person im comfortable talking, </div><div>i feel awesome!</div><div><br /></div><div>its like talking to the other me.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>ummihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11453011461735865968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5459274281606150783.post-383044798196183672012-03-22T04:49:00.005-07:002012-03-22T05:15:57.559-07:00what more can i say.<span><span style="font-size: 100%;">what is wrong with you?</span></span><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><br /><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="font-size: 100%; white-space: pre; "> </span><span style="font-size: 100%; ">i know ok.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>it's wrong.</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>but doing wrong thing makes me feel alrite.</div><div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="font-size: 100%; white-space: pre; "> </span><span style="font-size: 100%; ">why cant it be alrite?</span></div><span style="font-size: 100%; "><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="font-size: 100%; white-space: pre; "> <span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span> </span><span style="font-size: 100%; ">if you do good things all the time,</span></div></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> <span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> <span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span> </span> would it make you feel alrite?</div><div> <span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span></div></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><span style="font-size: 100%; ">This is not about right and wrong.</span></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; ">This is about your life.</div><div><span><span style="font-size: 100%;">Do you </span>realize<span style="font-size: 100%;"> what you're doing now?</span></span></div><div><span><span style="font-size: 100%;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span><span style="font-size: 100%;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span><span style="font-size: 100%;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>hmm..</span></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span><span style="font-size: 100%;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: right;font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>-silent-</div><div style="text-align: right;font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>i know ok.</div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="font-size: 100%; white-space: pre; "> </span><span style="font-size: 100%; ">i know that</span></div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="font-size: 100%; "> </span><span style="font-size: 100%; "> </span><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="font-size: 100%; "> </span><span style="font-size: 100%; "> this is my life.</span></div></span></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="font-size: 100%; white-space: pre; "> </span><span style="font-size: 100%; ">and this is how i do things.</span></div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="font-size: 100%; "> </span><span style="font-size: 100%; ">i know its wrong sometimes.</span></div></span></div><div style="font-size: 16px; font-family: Georgia, serif; "><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space: pre; "> </span>but i learn from it.</div><span style="font-size: 100%; "><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="font-size: 100%; white-space: pre; "> <span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span> </span><span style="font-size: 100%; ">im trying to tell everyone</span></div></span></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="font-size: 100%; white-space: pre; "> </span><span style="font-size: 100%; "> what i feel.</span></div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="font-size: 100%; "> </span><span style="font-size: 100%; ">i'll do that.</span></div></span></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "> </div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; ">you're just trying.</div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; ">it's not enough.</div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; ">you try hard?</div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="font-size: 100%; white-space: pre; "> <span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span></span><span style="font-size: 100%; ">oh shut up.</span></div> <span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="font-size: 100%; "> </span><span style="font-size: 100%; "> </span><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="font-size: 100%; "> </span><span style="font-size: 100%; ">it's not as easy as that.</span></div></span> <span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="font-size: 100%; "> <span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span> </span><span style="font-size: 100%; "> im not that strong.</span></div></span><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="font-size: 100%; "> <span class="Apple-tab-span"> </span> </span><span style="font-size: 100%; "> </span><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="font-size: 100%; "> </span><span style="font-size: 100%; "> i dont want to see everyone</span></div></span><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="font-size: 100%; "> </span><span style="font-size: 100%; ">feel bad and sad because of me.</span></div></span></div><div style="text-align: right;font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; ">-silent-</div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; ">It's always like this.</div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; ">i never get the solution for this.<br /> </div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><br /></div>ummihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11453011461735865968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5459274281606150783.post-30801480265182481062011-01-09T21:02:00.002-08:002012-03-22T04:36:31.311-07:00our window<div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; ">Well it's four in the morning,</span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; "><span class="Apple-style-span"><div style="text-align: left; ">things are getting heavy,</div><div style="text-align: left; ">and we both know that it's over,<br />but we both are not ready</div><div style="text-align: left; ">and you're talking like a stranger</div><div style="text-align: left; ">so I don't know what to do</div><div style="text-align: left; ">and I'm callous and I'm cruel,<br />to everyone but you</div><div style="text-align: left; "><br /></div><div style="text-align: left; ">Well I don't think that it's the end</div><div style="text-align: left; ">but I know we can't keep going</div><div style="text-align: left; ">Well I don't think that it's the end</div><div style="text-align: left; ">but I know we can't keep going</div><div style="text-align: left; "><br /></div><div style="text-align: left; ">-noah and the whale-</div><div style="text-align: left; "><br /></div><div style="text-align: left; "><br /></div></span></span>ummihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11453011461735865968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5459274281606150783.post-42666231774937996282010-08-29T11:32:00.000-07:002010-08-29T11:34:54.942-07:00<object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/44TRkB9dxvE?fs=1&hl=en_US"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/44TRkB9dxvE?fs=1&hl=en_US" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object>ummihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11453011461735865968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5459274281606150783.post-56023183009935486512010-08-29T06:45:00.001-07:002010-08-29T10:21:52.468-07:00it starts again.i know im being selfish as i just start writing when things got strangled and i dont know who to talk to. But at least i have it here.somewhere i can express and let it go. Sorry if you came across this page and read this somber note but i had to.<div>I sometimes thought where does all this will lead to? Its nowhere.just cycling around and around and its funny how the world can be. I want to be far away from people i know and start all over again. Start everything new like pressing the 'reset' button. All of us made so many promises and chasing their own pursuit until they forgot to endure the person right in front of him/her. The person who always get the blame and try to fix it even though it sometimes get mistaken.</div><div>All im asking is just a piece of smile the least. Seeing you with that kind of look makes me feel useless and empty.</div><div>Seriously i am tired making you happy whereby there is no space for me to do what i want and be happy for myself.</div><div>Im confuse with what is actually love all about. Its just a funny thing, the more i see it the less i feel it. its just numb and slowly fade. </div><div>No matter how i try to oblige them, its just wasted. </div><div>This will be the last that i write while im still in love because i will soon leave this feeling behind and keep on moving. I dont think its the end but i know it cant keep going. </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>ummihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11453011461735865968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5459274281606150783.post-46850308617580121172009-10-25T08:57:00.000-07:002009-10-25T08:59:11.726-07:0031st october 2009<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgbsYNIm_QJ2gIm0DBW5-q9nbYvgjhcab8_KKHJsLRmqzB0MH8PbGghgtpnR50N_jwiKFpZvUEfwHTNZ0NMjFGO9CBoX3JE5OpzjynuyYroHPVnyEGsYFJtU1RcBw16puQG1IC4c12KtLM/s1600-h/facebook1.png"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 266px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgbsYNIm_QJ2gIm0DBW5-q9nbYvgjhcab8_KKHJsLRmqzB0MH8PbGghgtpnR50N_jwiKFpZvUEfwHTNZ0NMjFGO9CBoX3JE5OpzjynuyYroHPVnyEGsYFJtU1RcBw16puQG1IC4c12KtLM/s320/facebook1.png" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5396567712200542882" /></a>ummihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11453011461735865968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5459274281606150783.post-52234494764891907202009-10-14T07:59:00.000-07:002009-10-14T08:54:40.768-07:00fly the flyer.<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgtgIpkLIebLb31IWAKzOW7Zz9MreNg5YezsZmS8Y0qgQuvVQKKwS92WR4EjHnNZmB5dipKQCEJadix-isAAqGo4rmwinubnkxdzErdayaCJTJAGMYrZHhvKxKbwZn8wKT4IjH19c7O8Yo/s1600-h/Picture+3.png"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 290px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgtgIpkLIebLb31IWAKzOW7Zz9MreNg5YezsZmS8Y0qgQuvVQKKwS92WR4EjHnNZmB5dipKQCEJadix-isAAqGo4rmwinubnkxdzErdayaCJTJAGMYrZHhvKxKbwZn8wKT4IjH19c7O8Yo/s320/Picture+3.png" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5392484482015488786" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><br />Some stuff i did for a Jazz club in Hartamas. Noice place to chill out and live music of a ambient jazz. Its a online flyer to welcome jazz lover organizing party or galas or even annual dinner in Groove Junction.ummihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11453011461735865968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5459274281606150783.post-66258306813136772432009-10-11T09:35:00.000-07:002009-10-11T09:41:38.219-07:00i feel gay today!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEii2EQdCqtoGbXZ5oPBMkVKMqoH2IjmQc9pdjs6yBQ_i0wi15UGdzn6FySuiZk70MefSE5-FfLTNbBcUcPUAYaATrYdCTGAav5EDTHV-W6knTIu3a2MktKX1GXnO_8dX08QnQ5EuW_h2RM/s1600-h/cover.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 213px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEii2EQdCqtoGbXZ5oPBMkVKMqoH2IjmQc9pdjs6yBQ_i0wi15UGdzn6FySuiZk70MefSE5-FfLTNbBcUcPUAYaATrYdCTGAav5EDTHV-W6knTIu3a2MktKX1GXnO_8dX08QnQ5EuW_h2RM/s320/cover.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5391382332858183154" /></a><div style="text-align: left;">oh yeah! i'll show my balls to those who look down upon me and i swear i'll beat them...one day! btw this is my flatmate..and that thing on his stomach is mr stinky! my plushy toy created on 2008.</div>ummihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11453011461735865968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5459274281606150783.post-81898121314639920862009-10-11T09:14:00.000-07:002009-10-11T09:25:33.189-07:00rolling stone effect.<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgQCBc4ULNOHosRnONuPQm_-yeh0yUq-PiYH-M-TBuQO37pAGBUMZbT177JklecNt2JZfrl1nBRSkXOXVDiXkIaGjgndbQ8xNFf9GwkrH0NgXhYcb-aE0MaTKGR_9P3QXjAP2aYNXiwmB8/s1600-h/Picture+1.png"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgQCBc4ULNOHosRnONuPQm_-yeh0yUq-PiYH-M-TBuQO37pAGBUMZbT177JklecNt2JZfrl1nBRSkXOXVDiXkIaGjgndbQ8xNFf9GwkrH0NgXhYcb-aE0MaTKGR_9P3QXjAP2aYNXiwmB8/s320/Picture+1.png" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5391379347588817474" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi-wqRNmbnFt7rBa1bXoZcO14d76GbyCrLjrd8fihYkI8qTb45OF0ttwvHX-f_VYJQSfetefEZjkJOLPaD5-7cAILCJBcP5V_Lk3r85eql6SsLWbAO2Sx9jrZMF0FyRpTb_hDGhcp6nXo0/s1600-h/Photo+296.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi-wqRNmbnFt7rBa1bXoZcO14d76GbyCrLjrd8fihYkI8qTb45OF0ttwvHX-f_VYJQSfetefEZjkJOLPaD5-7cAILCJBcP5V_Lk3r85eql6SsLWbAO2Sx9jrZMF0FyRpTb_hDGhcp6nXo0/s320/Photo+296.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5391377099964478546" /></a>ummihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11453011461735865968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5459274281606150783.post-21788570368115278412009-08-12T18:42:00.000-07:002009-08-12T19:06:21.521-07:00i miss wanganui.<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhM_IXumWQQomelpM74YATB9A26eVMxk1n6cOmmy9ATgcaa2pkiVCviGtx2BVISKIByQHsFD2r0dJYl6mhnT4iqw-BuwxERJp1a5TkSZhXRE__A68nBnWtxXHdV2ONtDHHxV9G6ilaTNto/s1600-h/smokey.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 304px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhM_IXumWQQomelpM74YATB9A26eVMxk1n6cOmmy9ATgcaa2pkiVCviGtx2BVISKIByQHsFD2r0dJYl6mhnT4iqw-BuwxERJp1a5TkSZhXRE__A68nBnWtxXHdV2ONtDHHxV9G6ilaTNto/s320/smokey.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5369263894398263522" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiJO3Slh_YOXipA7lOwFiweHn_0ijns8S527JAaZDiUlx-RUoXhBglNDQ6MDWc7WMUaZsIynAT2BGYAHBL4PgatC4Nb8NmrhcxnwLbpZq4VRGTiNa9znT1cF3tcVpRAoG_T3mHAUzA45Fo/s1600-h/kia+iwi.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 304px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiJO3Slh_YOXipA7lOwFiweHn_0ijns8S527JAaZDiUlx-RUoXhBglNDQ6MDWc7WMUaZsIynAT2BGYAHBL4PgatC4Nb8NmrhcxnwLbpZq4VRGTiNa9znT1cF3tcVpRAoG_T3mHAUzA45Fo/s320/kia+iwi.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5369263765644076082" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg1KBX5p-yaU6W6me0WTnvdf65sQj_MHSVVFalL11-68NYj5K5C_1CgvkaQKLBnERbirDtJlUvWjY1wosqvtPCWneLksGinxNWYsToJoKLkQ8jf37Yz9tpWu3Z1SJZyGYZoj_f0aZf5k-Y/s1600-h/IMGP2590+copy.jpg"><br /></a>ummihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11453011461735865968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5459274281606150783.post-77507846935468188332009-07-19T03:51:00.000-07:002009-07-19T03:58:37.513-07:00Give me some time.Well..i really need to consider it NOW.<br />Please choose it wisely or else you'll end up disappointing.<br />Its true what those people had said to you.<br />you have to know what you really want and have fun doing it.<br />ok!ummihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11453011461735865968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5459274281606150783.post-11685601426822954502009-07-19T03:25:00.000-07:002009-07-19T03:49:14.085-07:00hey im here!!Its sunday and its already July...and its 2009...<br />wooo...im alone here in the house and everyone is busy with their own business. Well, for me...its time to mute myself with the outside world..its time to hold the time for a while sit back and enjoy the view of the blue skies. How i wish i have my own private area where no one knows and its only me and my wild imagination! Reverse back all those happiness moment with people i love the most. I do still miss you..Its fun to think back those memories...Well..this is the time i talk to myself and regret all the things i havent had chance to feel sorry for.<br />Sometimes i dont know how to make every body happy. I want to but i cant.Especially you..<br />Its really hard when you really try and putting 1675% effort on it.<br />It will always come back to me.<br />I never want it to be like this but i cant blame others.<br />but..yeah whatever..life must go on and just keep smiling.<br />after all this is life..so enjoy!<br />coming back to reality,<br />its sux to be in a working life! i really have to admit it...suckin sux!<br />anyway its fun as well...getting to know a lot of PEOPLE..<br />Working with a lot of WORDS.<br />playing around with colors.<br />Seeing a lot of funny cars on the road.<br />paying the never ending bills.<br />laughing and acting cool even when your feet hurts.<br />Seriously...working is always pretending.<br />Its like a different part of our life that we never reallise we are living and moving on it..Do you feel how different you are when its saturday and sunday...and when its Monday...you are stepping to another world!<br />well thats it. I shouldnt talk about this cuz i dont feel good anymore..<br />anyway its already sunday and yeah.......bye.ummihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11453011461735865968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5459274281606150783.post-25207479878975130602009-05-17T03:14:00.000-07:002009-05-17T03:31:50.957-07:00Next please.wow! it has been a roller coaster journey for me after got back myself to the comfort zone.<div>Well i could say i am relief and glad that i manage to get myself a job even though Malaysia is facing economical crisis at the moment. Its getting hot and hotter day by day. I can hardly see any butterfly on the flower or any birds chipping every morning. But i hope mother nature will slowly recover and get well soon! </div><div>I can proudly say i am not a student anymore. The next time people ask me what did i do, i can just answer their question without trying to elaborate the job hunting position. Yes! i am now working! The job is something different than what i expected though. But it is something interesting to learn. I am still doing design but in addition, i need to learn e commerce and marketing strategy. The job is called multimedia & marketing comm executive. </div><div>Its long but yet straight forward. Get to meet client, learn the product insight and create a design in order to market to its target audience..I could say its kinda multitasking job but i will get to learn hell much from this. I could say this job could basically pay all the bills! </div><div><br /></div><div>Well..anyway, i do hope i could learn and gain as much experience from this. I know i can definitely do my best. But yet still in a learning process. </div><div>happy birthday mr buncit!</div><div><br /></div><div>cheers!</div>ummihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11453011461735865968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5459274281606150783.post-630951749654770622009-04-15T02:57:00.000-07:002009-04-15T03:02:34.693-07:00Im BackFinally i've got time to write few words after i got back from Wellington. I loose weight, and i am quite busy with things. But actually i dont have much things to do but time make it hard for me to do what i want. Its different in here. The weather, the people the environment and so on. I guess i learnt a lot in NZ. I've observe different way of living and attitude. All i can say is Malaysia is still the same. Never change. I wont explain those two word cuz i know its too long to write in here. I am now doing some freelance for friends, and relative..well i think i need to wait till i get internet connection in my room so i can browse more website without any circumstances..ummihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11453011461735865968noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5459274281606150783.post-43389148342418896442008-11-16T17:51:00.000-08:002008-11-16T17:52:31.965-08:00uselessuseless advisor.ummihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11453011461735865968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5459274281606150783.post-33334899486591982172008-11-15T03:15:00.000-08:002009-08-23T21:16:24.084-07:00My artwork<div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiTNBfTqNrQphJq92r7aI9tE5HJCcRAGGKtGfdS0iJzPx4UYmh6K13m-cs-fF2sctvPZPviPGxYx2K8U5M0WlVc4gpPlFNdSCuwLIIsaUOKYzmee7LE2WDmZ-OZxurfXb6l9oyH9mElUxA/s1600-h/505953090_cf7edab068_o.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 213px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiTNBfTqNrQphJq92r7aI9tE5HJCcRAGGKtGfdS0iJzPx4UYmh6K13m-cs-fF2sctvPZPviPGxYx2K8U5M0WlVc4gpPlFNdSCuwLIIsaUOKYzmee7LE2WDmZ-OZxurfXb6l9oyH9mElUxA/s320/505953090_cf7edab068_o.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5373370401004103746" border="0" /></a>From 1 image...<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgHimWvyoFRpYyKfjlOu9oa3AqaZygso9mGvZpW6qVEgXMxPWGAlmbBwV-6oxtFAziIZAo2RTfAQlQTnlh2X6B-FUBffk0FE0omihrB0k2zC7lsNkqOyXj0k8XAvBi11g17BMKX65_6F5I/s1600-h/posterA0.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 228px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgHimWvyoFRpYyKfjlOu9oa3AqaZygso9mGvZpW6qVEgXMxPWGAlmbBwV-6oxtFAziIZAo2RTfAQlQTnlh2X6B-FUBffk0FE0omihrB0k2zC7lsNkqOyXj0k8XAvBi11g17BMKX65_6F5I/s320/posterA0.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5373370893452096610" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiTTwnyaZkpwluQsEfTZIfoC3jl-zbewSMIu3oGnbLgIFftK8b95CmDGnpGghCcgdM07b7_pAF0rHOWyb8BcBlFArA5SXPKa4lLWghGHRpFDdikraOzmQMgYr42e4R1j1KAAzzGm5fuUlE/s1600-h/DSC_0081.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 213px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiTTwnyaZkpwluQsEfTZIfoC3jl-zbewSMIu3oGnbLgIFftK8b95CmDGnpGghCcgdM07b7_pAF0rHOWyb8BcBlFArA5SXPKa4lLWghGHRpFDdikraOzmQMgYr42e4R1j1KAAzzGm5fuUlE/s320/DSC_0081.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5373371915117407410" border="0" /></a>then i manupulated it become wallpaper.<br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">BUSANA THE TREND</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">a combination of illustration, and digital collage.</span><br /><br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhNlQQhCYuOH1RNIDEPbWjNm1cLeYXp97RYcBuplrIhGE1AiVCnNeP5VrFuGM3CeyuhDlNOwMcznmiWq_KGS2wRRYmAot9doOGioMJ29eAbsNQ6VlHtL9_8j0CMxOy5I2w_RK4M86SuyK0/s1600-h/postcard-12.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 232px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhNlQQhCYuOH1RNIDEPbWjNm1cLeYXp97RYcBuplrIhGE1AiVCnNeP5VrFuGM3CeyuhDlNOwMcznmiWq_KGS2wRRYmAot9doOGioMJ29eAbsNQ6VlHtL9_8j0CMxOy5I2w_RK4M86SuyK0/s320/postcard-12.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5373366496315358738" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjOQSV4kpPo_R9hP62LXqyAe9MgN3633tjJP_0zIl_-y8GkiPxUo-iDh_ag_Su92xcI6ORG8T2QmyuiGNpSHqfW-VWn2NCil1SCSBjffauNC0JjLISrk_XT82h50BIykKHgzMNhL-1kFT0/s1600-h/postcard-11.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 234px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjOQSV4kpPo_R9hP62LXqyAe9MgN3633tjJP_0zIl_-y8GkiPxUo-iDh_ag_Su92xcI6ORG8T2QmyuiGNpSHqfW-VWn2NCil1SCSBjffauNC0JjLISrk_XT82h50BIykKHgzMNhL-1kFT0/s320/postcard-11.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5373366016643922978" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br />Some of doodle i did for "UNPLANNED JOURNAL FOR DESIGNER"</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgRcLP4cnud5JS2VbjQIm6BwBHtL6YJQ1DeB8vCQWq-8IJE-CWzEufuoXfh-fifmkjYqkDEwmVt-Osye1bl54EAB_p4gmPhpRR3qriTfnW0Ol4RHiRkqadShiXTN3dyWRx5gBozV0lNFBU/s1600-h/doodledoodle.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; 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display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 141px; height: 222px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgALjbq6vRt5v3_Y1gct-G2gjDIzG4JcvMn11qU-CEs9P7xycPc_fK6rJXVjTWFUnANpE76rf_-wWvddFQ3CuMl_Hjjgu6Yb07SRNyeNH95y4nwzvpY3hihVK13ILQRWVWqF-N-pXxh_UI/s320/presentation.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5373369101791957842" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhVCCBlEcwnALrrGqdVqXBQXWfaFl5hYzRvBWRFe3mr7T_aUsmtQZfu-dQST712VcqQgejks6aqdjE5ZravFPPnOhxJBedE9bOPxvgFiA7ZP3hQm90R_HYrEf_W9HXKdKlWTTMNQI0QIWE/s1600-h/ideaidea.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 142px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhVCCBlEcwnALrrGqdVqXBQXWfaFl5hYzRvBWRFe3mr7T_aUsmtQZfu-dQST712VcqQgejks6aqdjE5ZravFPPnOhxJBedE9bOPxvgFiA7ZP3hQm90R_HYrEf_W9HXKdKlWTTMNQI0QIWE/s320/ideaidea.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5373369267244338370" border="0" /></a><br /></div>ummihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11453011461735865968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5459274281606150783.post-65485822374047432602008-11-15T02:57:00.000-08:002008-11-15T03:04:17.499-08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjdA6cBd7qQIU99xQI9o-w82CJ9QP-4L0AmjwDPkW-OTKj-Tqw1Ns9Kc6e-3Fs1FtPr7ECHI56cDNntitrYdbY35oybzfMmBihXFPdUX71I-Z5DuMC6b-yE87s5DzRub5jfkT1bPyH1jTE/s1600-h/stinks2.gif"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 64px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjdA6cBd7qQIU99xQI9o-w82CJ9QP-4L0AmjwDPkW-OTKj-Tqw1Ns9Kc6e-3Fs1FtPr7ECHI56cDNntitrYdbY35oybzfMmBihXFPdUX71I-Z5DuMC6b-yE87s5DzRub5jfkT1bPyH1jTE/s200/stinks2.gif" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5268838387250941714" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjQFy31RCHaQVihv23ur_FwweqDBmisZUhxgxfbgLRMniS_QbTjOr9IzSGJK_A9j4uBUpKpBzFqc3KXl7cEkrxjV6zta6T4NKtt1rzcpsKdcFr7YSRQMiRyI1JjPFmpWY2XVfQ9Aop-bf8/s1600-h/irfan6.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 125px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjQFy31RCHaQVihv23ur_FwweqDBmisZUhxgxfbgLRMniS_QbTjOr9IzSGJK_A9j4uBUpKpBzFqc3KXl7cEkrxjV6zta6T4NKtt1rzcpsKdcFr7YSRQMiRyI1JjPFmpWY2XVfQ9Aop-bf8/s200/irfan6.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5268838290378515650" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiXjLfaInD1BXxyOa8CEn4bIQb7fuFTPBLqFOdtRZV1UOA51K0V7GqTfCDG2ubWA65I8PylAApIOvz0gR24jeH0bWclnWrdFmMmZy7aA3NLi7DuyfvRzwvmNgs7SNWqJcq4rGui9I1bkGU/s1600-h/irfan2.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 133px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiXjLfaInD1BXxyOa8CEn4bIQb7fuFTPBLqFOdtRZV1UOA51K0V7GqTfCDG2ubWA65I8PylAApIOvz0gR24jeH0bWclnWrdFmMmZy7aA3NLi7DuyfvRzwvmNgs7SNWqJcq4rGui9I1bkGU/s200/irfan2.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5268838198397487282" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgEjiOM_UCkjM4TBf7GD45tuTN9oYKeL-kZocXPtv9o7psTOaemxTSOBUaCA1tf2JnRowxopycp30A9U2ksNDwfWHl68fMZU-CVkI6VciqjPa2EJBMwinZEo-AESu8B5iW8NyhEtv2pMro/s1600-h/irfan.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 136px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgEjiOM_UCkjM4TBf7GD45tuTN9oYKeL-kZocXPtv9o7psTOaemxTSOBUaCA1tf2JnRowxopycp30A9U2ksNDwfWHl68fMZU-CVkI6VciqjPa2EJBMwinZEo-AESu8B5iW8NyhEtv2pMro/s200/irfan.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5268838056054467890" /></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">The stinks crew i did for my toy design.</span><br /></div></span>ummihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11453011461735865968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5459274281606150783.post-27149605271732238852008-11-15T02:36:00.001-08:002008-11-15T02:56:40.875-08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhOIROzM40Q6eSAZG8ccRzxo5cDjqMZbS9_DiNY-lvjF7RfNAM00XlFoU8f4ONzmGEHSxxaBf48Ttaduye4eu4EOgMUKPvL41n_oTii6hr9mAi7rnE-A2dCd77QYI1ghdnzfz1TY9P-Ljw/s1600-h/poster3.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 162px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhOIROzM40Q6eSAZG8ccRzxo5cDjqMZbS9_DiNY-lvjF7RfNAM00XlFoU8f4ONzmGEHSxxaBf48Ttaduye4eu4EOgMUKPvL41n_oTii6hr9mAi7rnE-A2dCd77QYI1ghdnzfz1TY9P-Ljw/s320/poster3.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5268836504982919906" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiA3VTV4SPr4biIEszKPU2Of6GByeDIl7qfC6GpLB32Thvi8NQm2Oiq0rcx0-KD7dTEqBU6s5mCFrV8YDV6gRHH7KdrBeujVyEFnXZE4kDEz0Pdj3NcJep4tBcnTgHbuBsb5HUTCxmJ1-M/s1600-h/poster1.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 213px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiA3VTV4SPr4biIEszKPU2Of6GByeDIl7qfC6GpLB32Thvi8NQm2Oiq0rcx0-KD7dTEqBU6s5mCFrV8YDV6gRHH7KdrBeujVyEFnXZE4kDEz0Pdj3NcJep4tBcnTgHbuBsb5HUTCxmJ1-M/s320/poster1.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5268835245604982194" /></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">New Zealand Fringe Art Festival</span><br /></div></span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); text-decoration: underline;"><br /></span>ummihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11453011461735865968noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5459274281606150783.post-40745690675674584762008-11-15T01:33:00.000-08:002008-11-15T01:58:20.840-08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgeQ4uN6K4MRnyjE2_UmPcH-e8n0J2rqb5iI5L_09h_uNv7NG6lSRSI-oT7DUcUlDlafFaoa4PESEr9AK6StJQqUGHQsqNCsLCpbO7r9l9PP8jiV9i7ZqPWYdfviTV3mna7W6Z2n0q5UB4/s1600-h/hairline+copy.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 222px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgeQ4uN6K4MRnyjE2_UmPcH-e8n0J2rqb5iI5L_09h_uNv7NG6lSRSI-oT7DUcUlDlafFaoa4PESEr9AK6StJQqUGHQsqNCsLCpbO7r9l9PP8jiV9i7ZqPWYdfviTV3mna7W6Z2n0q5UB4/s320/hairline+copy.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5268821421699329330" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi7VHUSYN445zCPw-AcAs0e2UFFQX1A2uASbz83Ir4CTnrjr30M3fqvWIzxAf0X5Aw-B9PVlsfqhgiBOxRs_Y41SZf7DeuQLuGg8MuiwmGLzGSbLQzQRzXn81jaAWMNK5cZ9ZqVbiHvgKY/s1600-h/2+copy.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 225px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi7VHUSYN445zCPw-AcAs0e2UFFQX1A2uASbz83Ir4CTnrjr30M3fqvWIzxAf0X5Aw-B9PVlsfqhgiBOxRs_Y41SZf7DeuQLuGg8MuiwmGLzGSbLQzQRzXn81jaAWMNK5cZ9ZqVbiHvgKY/s320/2+copy.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5268820394051442306" /></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Some of my experimental typo.Its called Hairline Regular.</span><br /></div></span>ummihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11453011461735865968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5459274281606150783.post-1843888049162134812008-11-15T01:06:00.000-08:002008-11-15T01:31:31.508-08:00im done!Alhamdulillah i finally completed my degree project.<div>I finally get to find my own style and interest.</div><div>Its time to upload work i've done during the learning process.</div><div>It was a hectic but yet fun though...But there's still few things i need to finish:</div><div>Here are few things i need to do during summer break:</div><div>- Plankton character family; Plantonville</div><div>- Refine Hairline Typo (my own font)</div><div>- Upgrade my illustration</div><div>- shoot more street fashion in wellington for my upcoming project.</div><div>- Lomo lomo lomo...my sweet Diana F+...its time to shoot from hip baby!</div><div>- Upgrade my portfolio.</div><div>- Doodling!</div><div>- Traveling and backpacking all around North Island and hopefully south Island as well.</div><div>- Working during summer break!</div><div><br /></div><div>Im looking forward to meet my mum! yeay!</div>ummihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11453011461735865968noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5459274281606150783.post-21326020875985067042008-09-08T17:21:00.000-07:002008-09-08T18:00:26.467-07:00It's Ramadhan beb.Wah..it's the most sangap-ness Ramadhan for me in here. Last year was better compared to this year. I'm having holiday for two weeks and yeay boleh la rest jap from buat design..kalau tak asyik tak cukup tido..But apparently it turns the other way round..Terlebih tidur and tak de keje nak buat buat busy..I rather put myself busy compared membuang masa..rasa mcm guilty pon ada..Sebab kalau kat Malaysia sure kena bebel kalau buat muka toya and baring atas sofa sambil tengok tv. Nak nak lagi kalau dah pukul 5.Time tula kena tolong mama potong segala macam daging ayam or ikan for buka puasa. Now, dengan selamba badaknya aku main warcraft pukul 5 or 6(timing Nzla kan) walaupun lagi 5 minit nak buka..damn..macm mana nih..dulu main main biasa je sekarang dah main dekat level insane...aduh..<div><br /><div>Its puasa! </div><div>sometimes i feel guilty to do keje yang tak berfaedah..i dunno why. Takut je tak dapat pahala..dahla hari hari lain hampeh...But i just leave it to you God. </div><div><br /></div><div>I hate to answer myself the same question " nak makan ape jap lagi bila buka?" </div><div>ntahla...wanganui doesn't give me much option. I can explain how many restaurant dalam satu paragraph je.. nak nak lagi bila bulan puasa...I am tired of cooking and makan makanan masakan sendiri...takde thrill..so ape yg ade kat wanganui is 2 kedai kebab yang rasa hampir2 sama. Kedai takeaway cina yang jual sweet n sour pork..so tuh dah tak tercalon..kedai thai house yang mahalnya bila aku makan sampai kalau boleh kena makan dengan serai2 takut membazir. And fast food chains mcm Mcd, Kfc, and Burger King...Beb orang melayu tak makan benda2 tuh semua nak nak lagi kalau buka puasa..makan mesti aa nak rabak kan...pardon my language la ye.. Yea, back to my story, ada 3 or 4 restaurant yang tak pernah langsung kitrang masuk cuz tuh semua makanan orang orang kaya...Nak kena book what so ever..Pakai nak kena macho baru bleh makan...sometimes i dont understand why human create such law and order. Masa zaman paleolitik dulu makan sempoi je bersila pakai cawat makan ramai ramai..lagi muhibah.</div><div>Now, ada certain level yang kalau orang tuh kaya, dia makan kat tempat mewah,kalau orang tu kayap makan kat maple sudah...ish makin lama aku hidup makin confuse aku..Tapi takla semua macam tu kan...but certain country they do.. I went to Bangladesh 2 years ago...dan aku tak tahu kenapa pegi Bangladesh dlm banyak2 negara..hahaha..tapi its worth to learn about other people and other country la..seriously.. Pakai cantik je sikit sure dilayan mcm orang kaya..Kalau kaya bertambah kaya, yang miskin lagila miskin. Sampai nak naik rishka(beca) pon diorang pakai kod ...kot..kok? ape2 jela...Tak appropriate langsung..tapi disebabkan nak tunjuk kekayaan dia terpaksala berpeluh ketiak pakai kot..kod..</div><div><br /></div><div>o ya..balik semula pasal restoran kat wanganui...haa kan dah kata... aku just explain in one paragraph..dah abis dah kedai yg ada...so tolong la bagitau apa yang boleh aku makan..</div><div>semalam makan dekat thai house tuh..aku amik soup sebab aku sakit dua tiga hari nih...suara dah macam kurt cobain nih..wahh rock beb..band pojaan hati masa form1 and 2..so aku makan tom yum yang tak pedas...hahahha...dah la sakit tekak lagi mau makan tom yum..nak buat mcmana kan nafsu melebihi segalanya...it cost me approximately RM 30 for one dish..hahahahha...ape bleh buat kan...deal with it..takkan nak membebel dekat cashier yang memakai rantai emas berkepalakan istana thai...wah macam mafia je..baik bayar and tunggu je makanan tuh...</div><div><br /></div><div>erm...tapi takpe..nasib baik ade geng sekepala..MR radhi..hehehe..diala bakal menjadi mangsa persoalan persoalan yang mengambil penuh konsentrasi untuk dijawab...tapi tula...thats why Tuhan wujudkan manusia berpasang pasangan...ermm..</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div></div>ummihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11453011461735865968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5459274281606150783.post-11401635795168987702008-09-04T00:16:00.000-07:002008-09-04T01:00:13.178-07:002nd year far from homeland.Dah masuk hari ke 3 kita berpuasa untuk tahun ni. And will be my second year celebrating Raya in New Zealand.This year will be a bit tougher and i need to really plan my time management. Abg pon dah balik from Tassie and its only me yg tinggal untuk complete our family puzzle. This year would be the most akward for me. Undescribable, speechless and shockness for us..i mean for myself to accept that there has been a lot of changing back in Malaysia. Im happy and at the same time i need to really bare in mind that everyone has their own right to decide for their own happiness. I am happy for you and sorry for not being there. <div>Papehal pon, i am fortunate enough that i am a Malaysian citizen. We have everything there. Almost everything. Cukup setakat 2 tahun untuk tinggal di tempat orang, banyak benda kita boleh menilai dari semua sudut pandangan. Masa kecik2 dulu berangan2 bila dah besar nak sambung belajar overseas. Bila raya sure tengok sudut salam perantauan from student yg belajar luar dari Malaysia. Dalam hati aku nak jadi mcm diorang. Tak pernah nak terfikir sambung belajar kat dalam negeri. Sekarang aku sedang menaip di tempat yang jauh dari kampung halaman aku sendiri. Banyak benda yg aku belajar secara langsung or tak langsung. Its hard, fun but yet challenging. Aku banyak observe macamana perangai budak2 Malaysia yang datang sendiri and yang disponsor dari kerajaan for example MARA or JPA. They are totally living in comfort zone. No need to worry about school fees, budget sentiasa masyuk. </div><div>Damn it kadang kadang tuh aku jeles je dgn diorang tapi aku tau aku belajar banyak compare dgn diorang. Nak nak lagi aku belajar dekat Wanganui. Entah macmana ntah ada design collge kat sini...pelik bin ajaib. Tapi i am still lucky enough that i manage to adapt myself slowly.</div><div>Design knowledge pon dah better and skills lagila improve compared masa zaman dulu. Ada hati tunjuk portfolio kat company besar2. tapi at least aku confident je la kan..</div><div>Sekarang aku dah tau mana hala tuju future aku, insyaAllah. Semua pon dah besar and i can live on my own now. I am big enough right now. I now how to bring myself in front of the public.</div><div>Whatever it is Malaysia jugakla tempat yang terbaik untuk aku tunjuk knowledge aku cuz kat tempat orang jangan harap kita dipandang tinggi. We are sometimes invisibles. Cubala sekuat mana still ada perception yang kita ni rendah dari dia. Mat Salleh ni bukanla terror sangat just diorang punya self confidence tu melebih lebih and the up bringing is always in positive environment. Bila kat Malaysia tak terfikir nak baca pasal Malaysia tapi since dah duduk sini aku orderla buku called "Honk! if you're Malaysians" by Lydia Teh. Talking about Malaysian insight sometimes make me laugh dengan secara sinis. Kadang kadang tuh malu pon ada. Tapi that's us. That what makes us different. Berbalik pada cerita sebelum nih, aku tak sabar nak balik Malaysia cuz dekat sana aku boleh gelak terbahak2, menjerit sesuka hati, melompat setinggi langit...Takde sape nak pandang slack kecualila kalau ada makcik2 dari kampung sure geleng kepala and dalm hati sure dia kate " apa nak jadi anak dara zaman sekaramg"...</div><div>Tapi aku tak kesah cuz kita sebangsa..kita orang Malaysia.Aku boleh cakap bahasa melayu, English, Manglish or anything that i feel like doing it.</div><div>Jangan harapla kat sini kita boleh buat mcmtu cuz kita orang Asia. Bila sebut 'Im Asian, they automatically gimme one look and say "ne how ma"...wtf?</div><div>so...i explain I am Malaysian...Then they will ask me "oo ya its the Tsunami place" again wtf?</div><div>How do i describe Malaysia when they don't even heard and know about it? The laziest way to answer is "it is next to Singapore" (dalam hati aku menyirap je nak sebut negara kiasu tuh)</div><div>But tu jela cara yg senang tuk diorang paham....and they will give me one look and say "oo ya Singapore...i know that country, its the only Asian country that is safe..again wtf?</div><div>aku pon senyum senyum kambing jela kat mat salleh2 ni...kadang diorang ni nak kate bengong pon ade jugak...cuz sebodoh bodoh aku aku tahu semua negara yang ada kat dunia ni..takla semua tapi taula...Sehitam hitam kulit aku nih aku dah pegi banyak negara dah; UK,France,Holland,German etc....dalam kelas aku just 10% je yg penah jalan2 negara org.</div><div>so i cant blame them cuz they didnt get a chance to travel..pity them.</div><div>Cup..apasal aku melalut banyak sangat nih?</div><div>ntah..just nak menulis ketidak puasan hati terhadap orng Kiwi terutamanya orang kiwi wanganui...ish ish ish....kalau orang Kelantan kate " emm payoh" ahaha...kelantan! orang orangnye menyebabkan satu lagi hal di Malaysia.</div><div>Hmmm..too many things to write. But i save it later.</div><div>cheers.</div><div><br /></div><div>Selamat berpuasa kepada umat Islam di dunia.</div>ummihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11453011461735865968noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5459274281606150783.post-85669652900751609322008-08-21T16:20:00.000-07:002008-08-21T23:10:27.905-07:00Madmen Tv series.<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjn5yyLlMOvDTN6yWqMcyVpATGd9d4k5c5cvrMITWClDOYCBE0OYB9KanP8Org2C9UyBwnIfL2tjUHVNN2oe1IcIeZ4V-FxSawcrBVPBYx_1lxZNPlV6YL9vxubPPHgbVyzo6MStha0zt4/s1600-h/Picture+1.png"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjn5yyLlMOvDTN6yWqMcyVpATGd9d4k5c5cvrMITWClDOYCBE0OYB9KanP8Org2C9UyBwnIfL2tjUHVNN2oe1IcIeZ4V-FxSawcrBVPBYx_1lxZNPlV6YL9vxubPPHgbVyzo6MStha0zt4/s200/Picture+1.png" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5237116460491981026" /></a><br />I'm usually not into tv series at all but recently there's a tv series called mad men. It has a great content involving advertising agency back in 60's. I think i should encourage people who wants to be in advertising agency (yeah right..) go and watch it...ummihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11453011461735865968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5459274281606150783.post-65644800745598370292008-08-21T05:33:00.000-07:002008-08-21T06:03:45.873-07:00Stefan Seigmeister.<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjd7BFICxRxquQWdvFPJvP8Dx9O1hJp8ljuL3Ldkk_770x8_IYGtmf5PejTbdt3m8zG-3U2o91kPhaVpmuVtUOVOgIK6nN_giMSmXUtrOI7_-UAdOYZjzEy-GhG2VGY-eR0aQQvQ8UNiYA/s1600-h/Photo+114.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjd7BFICxRxquQWdvFPJvP8Dx9O1hJp8ljuL3Ldkk_770x8_IYGtmf5PejTbdt3m8zG-3U2o91kPhaVpmuVtUOVOgIK6nN_giMSmXUtrOI7_-UAdOYZjzEy-GhG2VGY-eR0aQQvQ8UNiYA/s200/Photo+114.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5236953469950723730" /></a><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjZOA-rLnBlUI4YNEAoDrMb169kO2cbWMqiW8WBoVSMMhNScmEEvkymDrssih2I_rVPb-o1DIvFajyGFY0GLSPyarSr6nbLD4pzYpanDBgOx8QFOd1TIFypWRG2CtquMA64BDSq0ePLxV0/s1600-h/stefan.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjZOA-rLnBlUI4YNEAoDrMb169kO2cbWMqiW8WBoVSMMhNScmEEvkymDrssih2I_rVPb-o1DIvFajyGFY0GLSPyarSr6nbLD4pzYpanDBgOx8QFOd1TIFypWRG2CtquMA64BDSq0ePLxV0/s200/stefan.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5236948611426865858" /></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">I got a chance to take couple of photo with him. I went to Auckland for Semi Permanent 2008.</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">It was absolutely worth spending money on. It helps broaden my design knowledge.</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">But some of us to decided that they don't want to be a designer anymore.hahaha.</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Yeah..i agree...but everything is propaganda. It is just how we deal with it.</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">This is some of words taken from his website. cool stuff.</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" font-weight: normal;font-size:13px;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><blockquote></blockquote><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal; "><blockquote></blockquote><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-large;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 204, 51); font-style: italic; ">'Having Guts always works out for me.'</span><br /></div></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">'Self confidence produces fine result.'</span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">'Pain is an experience.'</span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">'Give more expect less.'</span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" font-weight: normal;font-size:13px;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" font-weight: normal;font-size:13px;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" font-weight: normal;font-size:13px;"><br /></span></div></span>ummihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11453011461735865968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5459274281606150783.post-36214615307548008502008-08-21T05:07:00.001-07:002008-08-21T05:31:55.563-07:00i'm into it!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjsNWzKrncfBxOcudZ3rG_hyUMN-wqy2oXJQvLTB6pLsEhAi-ZozEKNDRsSy5dhgMWoLBsh71anJ0WjHr7OLvd8L-ZQHXI64Ut6SPMMTmjuIQ5qFf1Kxkl_PVuA0lelFl-WRyf5vMDUEcg/s1600-h/colorpattern.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjsNWzKrncfBxOcudZ3rG_hyUMN-wqy2oXJQvLTB6pLsEhAi-ZozEKNDRsSy5dhgMWoLBsh71anJ0WjHr7OLvd8L-ZQHXI64Ut6SPMMTmjuIQ5qFf1Kxkl_PVuA0lelFl-WRyf5vMDUEcg/s200/colorpattern.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5236947683119193426" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>This is my few trial of combining my illustration or can i called it illusion pattern?<div>I am currently working on my magazine + book called 'Awesome Fesyen'.<br /></div><div>It is a collage and illustration book about fashion culture in Malaysia.</div><div>And at the same time i am still doodling my idea and put it inside my journal.</div><div>There's quite a few stuff that i think can go out really well. I hope so.</div><div>I hope this project will turn out good...double good.</div><div>yeah...</div>ummihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11453011461735865968noreply@blogger.com1