Blink!

Im here in wanganui. Just arrive couple of weeks and now i just started my class. Damn it is so different than what i aspected it will be.
It is just two of us sitting who has brownish kind of skin(besides the maorians) in the center of the class.
The class consist of 20 people and it is just not the teenagers attending the GRAPHIC school but we have quite couples of student whom i can actually call them mummy. :p

I am quite happy and at the same time shock and the same time sad and at the same time curious and theres a lot of emotions in myself i couldnt describe. ok i have ideas about deconstruction and structuralism and i will give my p.o.v about that later.

change.

"we human have special abilities..which is the abilities to adapt in various situation and environment.you may feel uneasy, stressed, unhappy, disturbed and so on.

u will recover from all that. the key to recovery is TIME.

and emotional wound is somehow similar to phisical wound.

somehow it will heal. it just needs time and assistance.something that can help to increase recovery.and when the emotional wound has been recovered,u will be stronger.

somehow it is a way of life: gain strength by pain and suffering.in that way also teaches u not to make the same mistake again.so,to play it safe, find solution.not savouring the pain, but find solution."

that was what i read and put it in my mind..
i was extremely down last few days and i recover it slowly.
laugh..tears and pain..thats life.

back again.

i choose to blog again..this is because im inspired by those people who really know how to write in this virtual world. i blogged once. but then i deleted it due to some certain reason..so now..im back..blogging with my own words,my own idea and my own observation..i will start to write again..yes i know sumtimes i write nonsense..but thats where i inspired myself...
guys...thanks for bringing me up...u know who u are...
















cheeers!