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its 345 am in wanganui.
i called mama just now.
it was full of laugh, sadness and thoughts about human, life and us.
i miss you mum.

I don't know why when i called her everythings will feel so good eventhough there is so many things i have to catch up with here.Gratitute, amused, lucky, overwhelm and thankful.
This sunday is Hari Raya and here i am still stuck with designing process.
Being apart from home is a feeling that not everyone could imagine how its going to look like and i am one of them. I am very lucky to experience it. Yes i admit it is hard and challenging but thank god im still alive and the saddess part is living in WANGANUI!
WANGANUI?
hahaha.don't ever think about it. Yes. it is better than Africa and its not as good as Wellington.(huh?) ok what's my point here is..feels like dejavu everyday. Seeing same people, greet same old folks, buying same thing from the same groceries shop for 1 and a half years?
yes.wanganui is so small. Roughly the size is like Perlis.
Cycling bicycle with big helmet.hahah..its funny. I cant imagine how but yes...i am a rider now!
And the best part is its PINK! oh god!
but after all its all a good experience for me. I learn a lot and will learn more soon.

mum.miss you.