This is for you.

Growing up is the hardest things we need to deal with.

Even it is harder to grow up with just one person taking care of us.

It takes both emotional and physical perspective.

It is hard to be you.

It is hard to be us.

We need to really support each other and really need to be mature 

enough to handle everything even we are not ready yet.

It is the hardest part when we need to understand each of us need.

Someone need attention,

someone seek for future, 

someone require support,

while all of us seeking for our own path, 

life and death.

I am a child.

also a daughter.

also a best friend.

i hope you be strong.

don't give up.

I know its hard to be you.

Its hard to be both father and mother.

We wish for your happiness all the time.

But it is just a different way of us to proof it.

i know you always proud to have us.

you always do.

Please hold on and keep the strength with you.

After all we still need you.

always.

i love you and i miss you so much.